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D.I.Y. Happy
I feel like I should have something to express right now. I should have a rant or a story or some passionate advice for the world but I dont. And Im ok with that. I feel calm, content, peaceful… happy.
I dont know if a switched has been flicked in my brain today but Im so content just being me right now. I feel like I could conquer the world with just my lip gloss and cell phone.
Im pretty self-aware and think fairly highly of myself (not in an egotistical way, but my self-esteem isnt usually hurting) but i’ve been a wee bit down lately. A severe lack of connection combined with the repetitiveness of my life had me wondering if I had taken a wrong turn somewhere around Albuquerque and needed to reconsider my trip off the beaten track. Reality is I think Im just not used to being stable. Im used to jumping from place to place, job to job, man to man… never stay in one place long enough to get bored.
This obviously has had to change. Kids need roots and stability. I need to learn to adapt and make my own excitement. Be my own boredom killer. I’m getting there, slowly but surely. Somewhere between making a tutu and making dinner i’ve begun to make myself happier day by day.
Today? Yeah today was a good day.
