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Private Thoughts
Dear Sweet Gentle Tumblr Account,
We all know I love you and tell you almost everything. Good things, bad things, random things. Things that confuse people, delight people, concern people. Things that some people dont like, cant handle or dont want to get over reading. But, Dear Tumblr account, I do not tell you everything.
I do not tell you my deepest, darkest middle of the night secrets. I do not tell you the thoughts that could either be my undoing or prove to be my ticket to riches. My inner deviant does not come out to play here. That playground is not for the faint of heart.
Sometimes I feel as though I am protecting you. Not wanting the small dark corner of my mind to escape and overtake you with its taboo subject matter. Though sometimes I feel like I am doing you a disservice. Not allowing you to explore the deeper reaches of who I am. Especially, my Tumblr Baby, since I do not want to hide any facet of myself from you.
Then I remember, it is not you I am protecting. Not you I am keeping these locked areas from. Its the prying eyes of judgment I avoid. The family and friends who need not know every detail of every thought. Some thoughts are private, best kept to ourselves to enjoy.
Perhaps one day, you will gain a sibling. A twisted, dark, sexually un-repressed friend to call your own. Where I will be completely free with all of those thoughts from the forbidden zone of my mental being. That day may come, but today is not that day dear Tumblr account.
And so I bow out while reminding you, pay no attention to the deviant lurking behind the curtain, I have her under control.
